CHAPTER
1
“I
don't think you could really see it if someone did that.”
The speaker was a woman and she was
seated in a folding chair in front of a fire. A man was in a chair
next to her.
It was just afternoon and the fire
crackled. The two of them had had to move more than once as the smoke
from the fire sought them out.
Their wood wasn't dry enough.
Or something.
It was the beginning of summer but there
was a chill in the air—a good reason for the fire. (Cooking was
another one.) At that altitude in those climes there was always a
chill lurking around waiting for something to come along to grab and
shake.
The water of the lake to their front
lapped at the shore and there was a breeze that blew in from it. The
smell of pine was thick in the air from not only the trees across the
lake that bracketed the talus that sloped down from the mountain but
from the trees behind the two campers.
Behind and all around them.
“Sure you could,” said the man, the
woman's husband. “He'd be bounding along that ridge right there.”
He pointed to the mountain across the
lake. It was part of a range of mountains that extended in both
directions in front of them. They were a rocky, craggy lot with no
green or trees to show on them. To get to the top of one of them it
looked like it wouldn't be a hike up an inclined trail. It looked
like it would be a steep climb up sheer rocks with carabiners,
spikes, and ropes.
“He'd be up there skylined on the
ridge as he sprinted along.”
He held two fingers down and made a
running motion with them.
“You gotta admit it's spooky, right?”
he said smiling.
“Not really, hon,” said the woman
who was amused but did not smile. “First of all, to even be seen
from here the guy would have to be a hundred feet tall. At least.
“And then he'd have to be traveling at
a very high rate of speed to do what you want him to do, faster than
any human could travel without help. Both of those would be
impossible.
“Nope, anyone up there doing that sort
of thing would be impossible, my dear.”
She was finished and looked triumphant.
“For anyone normal, Kim,” said her
husband giving her a knowing look. “What if it were someone
abnormal. I mean, what if it were a—”
He lowered his voice and looked
conspiratorial.
“—a monster!”
“Yeah, you know,” said his wife
shaking her head, “the problem with this whole thing is that the
the sun is still up—it's early afternoon, in case you haven't
noticed, my dear. These kinds of stories really go over much better
up here when the sun sets. In the dark. With the campfire roaring so
you can't see all that well very far away.
“But I've heard them all. So I'm
immune to it anyway.”
She smiled triumphantly again.
“You mean to tell me,” said her
husband, “that being up here like we are doesn't give you the
creeps?”
“No, not really.”
“Well, it gives me the creeps. There's
just no noise, no one around. Or if they are around they're making so
little noise that it means they're sneaking up on us to do something
not very good. If you know what I mean.
“You've heard those stories.”
He made a motion with his thumb across
his throat and a sound to go with it.
“Out here with no police, no courts,
nothing that is civilization someone could do what he wants without
too much trouble.
“That makes it creepy to me.”
“So you're telling me you don't like
it up here.”
“Anyplace that I can spend time with
you is a good place,” he said with a smile that pressed his lips
together and wasn't all that convincing. “But look at it, Kim.
There isn't any noise around here at all.”
“But there is noise, Dirk,” said
Kim. “You don't you hear it?”
Dirk dutifully listened for a moment but
shook his head at the end.
“I don't, no.”
“There's the water lapping at the edge
of the lake. There's the creaking of branches in the trees back
behind us. There's the sounds of the birds, the cry of a hawk, the
rustling of leaves in the wind.
“You can hear the wind can't you?
“These are the sounds of nature, a
nature unspoiled by the hand of man.”
“Or the hand of woman,” Dirk added
helpfully, nodding. “I'm glad you like it, hon. What you like, I
like.
“But those sounds are not the sounds
of people. They are sounds of things. In the wild.
“Give me the sound of traffic. You
know I'm up in the Montgomery Building and my window's closed but I
can still hear the traffic outside. Even up all those floors I can
still hear it. It's a background noise that's present all the time.
“It's the hum of civilization. It's
the noise of people out doing things. Normal, predictable things.
Things that we do in civilization.
“You mean like murder, robbery,
assault, fraud, abuse, beatings, maimings, mutilations—those
civilized things?” said his wife.
She grinned. It was a victory grin.
“No, not like those, no,” said Dirk
ignoring the look. “Those kinds of things happen, yes, but they
don't happen all the time to everybody. They happen sometimes to
somebodies. The rest of the time, the great majority of the time, the
great—greatest—proportion of the time, people are doing normal,
civilized things.
“Up here there are no people doing the
normal things.”
“But that's the point, Dirk. No
people. We get up here we get away from people and the problems of
living among people. At least for awhile.”
“I know you like this and I know its
good for you but I don't find living with people, being among people,
to be all that much of a problem. I like it actually. Some of them
maybe not so much—”
“Like John Henninger.”
He was Dirk's boss and a micro-manager
who saw everyone under him as an extension of himself who just needed
to get the right set of orders to be able to execute. And he was
always drilling down to something or other , never really specified,
to come up with them.
“Like John Henninger. And maybe Jill
Story, Arthur Malkovich. And your mother.”
Kim hit him on the arm.
“You know that old joke don't you
about mothers-in-law,” he said grinning.
“You've told it before. Many times.”
“The one about ambivalence being what
you experience when your mother-in-law drives off the cliff in your
brand new car?”
“Yes, that one.”
Dirk laughed.
“Just kidding, hon. I love your mother
to death. Just not at Christmas.”
Dirk smiled but it was one of those
joking comments that had something of a dig wrapped up in it.
Kim ignored it.
“But, you know, all rest of them—most
of the rest of them—are alright. The people. Around. You know.
“Looking around here right now, I
would find it, uh, you know, less creepy to have more people around.
That's all.”
He smiled but it was only half of one.
It was clear Kim didn't really like the
implication of what her husband had said. The part that sounded like
he didn't like being up there. But she didn't press it.
“You find it creepy up here but you
wanted to tell spooky stories about monsters and abnormal people?”
she said with a laugh instead.
“Yeah,” said her husband, “but you
did notice it was during the day. Makes all the difference when the
sun's up.”
He laughed and she laughed and any
disagreement they might have had disappeared.
For the moment.
“I have to tell you,” said Kim,
“that there is comfort in having people around at times. But up
here I don't know that having people around would be all that good an
idea.
“Sometimes you can't tell when someone
comes up out here who he is and what he might want.
“Some grizzled old guy with stained
clothes coming up with a rifle slung over his shoulder would be
something I wouldn't find all that comforting.”
“You mean, kinda like Deliverance?”
Dirk smiled and started humming the tune
from the movie.
Dueling Banjos.
“Something like that,” said Kim
smiling herself. “I can't say with all the camping we did when I
was young that we saw anything like that. But you know the people we
meet up here and in places like it looked like we did. They looked
like normal people hiking and camping. They looked normal for hikers
and campers, the way they were dressed, their equipment. That made
them nonthreatening.
“But if someone came up dressed like
one of the good-old-boy hillbillies from that movie, all bets would
be off for me. It'd scare me, middle of the day or not.”
Dirk nodded and looked down into the
fire.
Kim looked into the fire, too.
And they both said nothing.
For some seconds anyway.
“So you don't like it up here?” said
Kim breaking the silence a little too eagerly.
Not pressing the point could only go on
for so long.
“I didn't say that,” said Dirk. “I
said that I felt more comfortable with all that civilized noise
around. I didn't say I didn't like it—”
“Not exactly, you didn't. But, you
know, what you did say sounded like the same thing to me.”
“Look, Kim, you wanted to come up here
and I said okay. What you want to do I want to do, that is unless you
want to take me to one of those feel good movies you and your
girlfriends like. I got to draw the line somewhere, hon, because my
card carrying macho self has to have some respect for, uh, himself.
But other than that, if you want to leave civilization and go up
where there're no people and where bears and wolves and mountain
lions roam around looking for things to kill, tear apart and eat and
where knuckle dragging, cousin marrying, drooling homicidal maniacs
set up shop, then I'm your husband, I love you and we go.
“And that's that.”
“But you don't like it here.”
“What's there not to like?” he said
with some exasperation. “Clean air.”
He breathed in and coughed.
“The beauty of nature. The blue waters
of the lake in front of us. The sounds of animals living their lives
all around us. Living and dying with teeth sunk into their throats, I
might add.”
He reached over, patted his wife on the
leg and smiled.
“And the sight of a figure running
along that ridge line there.”
He pointed and laughed and Kim laughed.
And things were right again.
“Or like a man coming out of the trees
there across the lake,” Dirk added.
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